Song Details: So I Took My Medication and I Poured My Trauma Out Lyrics. The song name is Growing Sideways which is sung by Noah Kahan.
So I Took My Medication and I Poured My Trauma Out Lyrics
So I took my medication
And I poured my trauma out
On some sad-eyed middle aged man’s
Over-priced new leather couch
And we argued about Jesus
Finally found some middle ground
I said I’m cured
And I’ve divvied up my anger
Into thirty separate parts
Keep the bad s**t in my liver
And the rest around my heart
And I’m still angry at my parents
For what their parents did to them
But it’s a start
But I ignore things
And I move sideways
‘Till I forget what
I felt in the first place
At the end of the day
I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
‘Cause everyone’s growing
And everyone’s healthy
I’m terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I’ll drive
I guess I’ll drive
So I forgot my medication
Fell into a manic high
Spent my savings at a Lulu
Now I’m suffering in style
Why is pain so damn impatient
Ain’t like it’s got a place to be
Keeps rushing me
But I ignore things
And I move sideways
‘Till I forget what
I felt in the first place
At the end of the day
I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
‘Cause everyone’s growing
And everyone’s healthy
I’m terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I’ll drive
And if all my life was wasted
I don’t mind I’ll watch it go
It’s better to die numb than feel at all
Oh, if all my time was wasted
I don’t mind I’ll watch it go
It’s better to die numb than feel at all
So I ignore things
And I move sideways
‘Till I forget what
I felt in the first place
At the end of the day
I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
‘Cause everyone’s growing
And everyone’s healthy
I’m terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I’ll drive
I guess I’ll drive